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Post by Naomi Dreama Devan on Jul 17, 2009 23:26:31 GMT -5
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I unlocked the door of the room, leading Caleb inside and shutting the door behind me. I was still shaky, but not as bad. However, I was still crying. "I'll be back, I really can't be in this dress anymore." I grabbed a pair of pyjamas and kicked off my heels, heading into the washroom to change. When I came out, I was in a pair of blue pyjama pants with different blue-shaded stripes, and a white tank top. I tied back my hair into a messy ponytail and then sat on the bed.
I wiped the tears from my cheeks, then explained to Caleb everything that had happened. "I should've believed you not to trust him. But I'm glad all this happened because the first thing I thought of was that I wanted to be with you, well of course I wanted to be with Claude but since that's not possible, well, you were my next thought." I moved myself closer to him, kissing his cheek gently. "Now I see that you're the only guy for me, and I'm so sorry I didn't believe you when you said I couldn't trust Justin. Like, I wore jeans and a sweater to the lake and you said I was beautiful. I wore one of my favourite dresses to the restaurant and all I got was 'nice'. He was too goddamned busy flirting with the waitress to even aknowledge I was there!" I huffed as I set my head on Caleb's shoulder.
I wrapped my arms around him and started to cry a bit again. "And then on top of that, my parents... they don't care about Claude or I. It's just all too much to handle, and all I wanted was you. You're perfect for me, you're everything I could possibly want in a guy and more, and I don't think I even deserve you after making such a stupid decision and putting you through this whole ordeal with Justin. I'm falling fast for you, Caleb, and I really hope you don't break my heart. It's been broken enough already, especially tonight." I moved up and kissed him sweetly, then looked at him as the tears ran down my face, then I hugged him again.
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Post by Caleb Ethan Julian on Jul 17, 2009 23:44:57 GMT -5
  - - - - - - - - - -Caleb followed her into the room, sitting down on her bed as she walked off into the bathroom. When she walked out in her pajamas, he smiled. "Amour, you can pull off the simplest of clothes and make them absolutely wonderful. In fact, the dress was nice but I prefer you when you're comfortable. Hell, I'd still see you as beautiful if you had no makeup and a pair of sweats on." Caleb felt horrible for how much things were happening to Naomi. He wrapped his arms around her protectively and lovingly at the same time.
When Naomi's head was on his shoulder, Caleb stroked her hair softly, kissing the top of her head. He felt tears seeping through his shirts, but he didn't care one bit. All he cared was that Naomi was safe. He kissed her back sweetly, then looked into her eyes as the tears flowed out of them. Caleb wiped some of them away, though he knew it was no use. He kissed her forehead, soon being hugged. Caleb hugged her, wishing there was something in the world he could do.
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Post by Naomi Dreama Devan on Jul 18, 2009 0:02:03 GMT -5
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When I looked back at Caleb after hugging him, I wiped the tears from my eyes. "Don't do anything to Justin, please. I'd rather us just forget he was even there in the first place. I'm switching dorms tomorrow so I only have to deal with him tonight, and I'll be fine," I said to make sure he wasn't going to beat up Justin, "And if you guys get into a huge fight, I'll kill you both, and you know I'm completely capable of doing so. Okay?" I smiled a bit, kissing him again. "Now, time for me to stop crying. I'll be okay, I always have been. It's not like my parents were ever that close to us, and they never really took care of us, so I suppose it won't be that different. But I knew there was a reason I always wear waterproof makeup," I joked, wiping my eyes again.
I leaned over the bed to grab my bag, and pulled out the container with the cake in it. "I also knew I'd definitley need chocolate tonight," I said with a smile, opening the container, "Do you want to watch a movie? We'll have to run down and get some popcorn and drinks or something, and we can watch the movie on my laptop." I got up, and then rummaged through my other bag to get my laptop out and turned it on, plugging the power into the wall and logging in. "I've got a ton of movies in that bag over there. I think I'm in the mood for an action movie, so go ahead and pick one." I was acting a lot more cheerful than I was, but Caleb was helping.
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Post by Caleb Ethan Julian on Jul 18, 2009 0:13:34 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - Caleb nodded seriously. "I won't fight with him, I promise. Probably just tell him what a huge mistake he made messing with your heart. I promise you, Naomi, I won't do anything other than that," he told her, laughing softly when she said that she would kill them both. Caleb smiled again after she'd kissed him. He didn't think he'd ever go a minute without remembering her kisses. He listed as she spoke, then joking. Caleb rolled his eyes softly. "If you need anything, I'll be there. Just know that, amour." He was completely serious, and he meant anything. Hell, Caleb would buy a mansion just for a dog if it would make her happier.
He watched her plug in the laptop, looking at the takeout box as well. He smiled, knowing inside was most likely chocolate cake. Paradiso had the best deserts. "I'll get popcorn and drinks. Care for some white wine in some fancy glasses? I know where the staff keeps their wine and glasses. Wine, a great combination with chocolate. Solves every problem," he joked softly, laughing a bit and heading over to her bag she'd pointed out. Caleb dug through the movies, pulling out two. The first, Indiana Jones. The second, Blues Brothers. Two classics, and he knew how much she loved the Blues Brothers. He could even sneak in a trip to his room to grab his black fedora and Blues Brother shades for her to wear if she wanted. Caleb walked over to the bed and kissed Naomi passionately, then showing her his movie choices. A smile spread across his face as he kissed her forehead. Oh dear. The falling has landed, and the boy is in love.
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Post by Naomi Dreama Devan on Jul 18, 2009 14:45:16 GMT -5
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I smiled when he mentioned white wine in fancy glasses. "That sounds like a wonderful idea. I only like white wine, red wine is too strong for me," I said with a smile, "And I only ask one thing of you. Please do your best not to break my heart." I let my hand run gently down his face before he went to get the movies, and I chose Blues Brothers from them. I slid the disc in, but I'd wait until Caleb got back to start the movie.
I knew he'd said he wouldn't do anything to Justin, but I was afraid of what Justin would do to Caleb. "I think, though, you should probably leave pretty soon after Justin gets back. I'm more worried about him starting a fight than you." As he kissed me passionately, I forgot for a second about everything, everyone but him. And it got me thinking, was I in love with Caleb? The more I thought about it, the more I realized just how much I cared about him. And when I looked at him again, I realized I loved him. He was just... perfect. But of course, I wasn't going to mention being in love, I'd let him say it first. And I was pretty sure he was falling for me, too.
"So you're going down to get the food and drinks? Want me to come too, or stay here?" I asked, giving him a curious gaze, "And thank you, for everything. You're absolutely amazing, you really do take care of me well. It makes me wonder how I ever could've even considered Justin as competition compared to you." I smiled, knowing Justin was absolutely no competition compared to Caleb. How I was so stupid to even consider him anything close to equal to Caleb I do not know.
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Post by Justin Liam Andrews on Jul 18, 2009 21:10:52 GMT -5
* [/color] how could you be so ,[/color]  ( [/color]SO HEARTLESS )[/color][/font][/size] -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -[/b][/color][/center] Justin walked into his dorm, drenched to the skin. It had started raining right after he left the resteraunt, and his dorm was on the other side of the campus. He was pretty mad, but also pretty happy. He and Maddie had really hit it off, and he was looking forward to seeing her again in art club. He was pretty pissed that Naomi had turned out to be pretty bitchy at the resteraunt. It wasn't his fault, any thing that had happened earlier. At least, that is what he kept telling himself.
He walked in to see Naomi and Caleb entangled. He had hoped that she would have moved out already. But there they were, hugging and kissing. He looked on the bed to see two movies. His mouth dropped. They were planning on watching movies in his room? No way, that would not fly with Justin. He crossed his arms across his drenched jacket. "Sorry for interupting the whole love fest, but I hope your going to watch those in the lounge." He nodded towards the movies.
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Post by Naomi Dreama Devan on Jul 18, 2009 21:45:02 GMT -5
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I unhooked my gaze from Caleb to see Justin standing there, looking pissed. Then I realized I had to pack and everything, and Caleb would have to be gone soon because the teachers made sure everyone was gone in the lounge. "Actually, maybe we should do this another night. The teachers are soon going to be kicking everyone out anyway, and I need to pack. I'll walk you down though." I took Caleb's hand, pulling him along out the door.
When we got down to the door, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him with all the passion I could, throwing in the emotions I was feeling. When I let go I smiled. "I'll be fine, I promise. Why don't we meet at the stables around four, we could go for a ride through the fields. There's a hill up high enough where we can watch the sunset, if you'd like," I said with a smile, "I better go though. I... uh, I'll see you tomorrow. Bye." I shut the door, and as soon as I was out of the view of the glass my frown came back.
I had my key with me, so I went in and grabbed a bottle of white wine from the fridge, with a glass and a fork for my cake, then went back up to the room. " 'I'm going to be fine,' what a big fucking lie that was. I'm going to be a goddamned alchoholic eventually, that's what I'm going to be," I mumbled angrily to myself, though Justin most likely heart , shutting the door behind me and setting the bottle, fork and glass on the table, moving the cake over there as well. I set my laptop and dvds on the floor, then pulled out my bags and began throwing things into them, leaving one outfit for the next day. I looked up at Justin only once, and then looked back down, zipping up my bags and throwing them on the floor.
I slipped the movies back into the bag they came from, moving it to where the others sat. I pulled my blanket and pillows onto the floor, started the fireplace, and then grabbed my cake and wine. I opened my laptop and then plugged in the headphones, and played Breaking Benjamin and Evanescence while writing and eating my cake. I wrote about whatever I thought of, mainly my vision of what I'd wanted as a family for so many years.
After an hour of doing this, and finishing my cake, I shut my laptop and set it off to the side, then moved the glass over and just grabbed the bottle, drinking straight from it. Alchohol had never really had an effect on me, I knew this because when I was extremely upset I drank, and I never got drunk. Neither did my mom, and when I realized that I was like her, the woman I hated so much right now, the tears fell down my face. I didn't sob like I wanted to, Justin was still in the room. So, I watched the fire, crying softly and sipping on my wine, getting lost in the flames while thinking about my past.
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Post by Caleb Ethan Julian on Jul 18, 2009 22:05:42 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - Caleb looked at Justin. He didn't glare, but he did look upset. Caleb sighed as Naomi pulled him out into the hall. Wow. was all that Caleb could think as the passionate kiss was thrown onto him. He kissed her back with almost as much passion. He could definitely get used to kissing her. When she said she'd see him tomorrow, and mentioned riding, Caleb nodded. "Until four, amour," Caleb whispered in her ear, then kissing her cheek.
The boy sighed as Naomi went back into her room. He leaned on the wall for a moment, taking in a deep breath. Then, Caleb started heading to his room. He was really pissed that Justin had to come and interrupt the moment. Total mood killer. When Caleb was with Naomi, it was like there was nothing in the world but then. The boy was in love, and he landed with a crash landing. Caleb sighed as he reached his dorm, falling onto his bed with a loud exhale. He really wanted to be with Naomi right then.
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Post by Justin Liam Andrews on Jul 18, 2009 23:07:02 GMT -5
* [/color] how could you be so ,[/color] ( [/color]SO HEARTLESS )[/color][/font][/size] -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -[/b][/color][/center] Justin watched as Naomi and Caleb went to the door. He just knew they were kissing, and the thought made him mad. When Naomi came in and started mummbling about being drunk, he watched her from his current spot on his bed. He was through being sorry for her. He got out his drawing book and started sketching a picture of Maddie. He knew they didn't really talk much, but they connected.
He completely ignored it when Naomi started crying. Though it made him feel bad, Justin just watched her secretly. He wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know what to do.
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Post by Naomi Dreama Devan on Jul 18, 2009 23:29:39 GMT -5
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I sat there, wondering why I hadn't just gone with Caleb and snuck into his dorm. I let my hair down and took another sip of my wine. It had no effect, and I was tempted to chuck the bottle against the wall, but didn't. I just tightened my grip on the bottle. I should've grabbed my sketchbook. It was on the other side of the room, over near Justin. I remembered setting it on the table right beside his dresser.
I knew I shouldn't have gotten up but I did. I didn't look at him until I was walking back from the table, and then hurried back to my spot on the floor. I began sketching Claude and I, tear marks dropping onto the page every now and then. Once I was basically done the sketch, I couldn't draw anymore. The page was getting wet, and it was ruined. I ripped it out, and crunched it up into a ball and threw it at the fire, and watched it as it bounced off the glass and onto the floor. I pulled my knees into my chest and set my head on them, crying softly again.
I didn't know why I felt compelled to speak, but for some reason I did. I shook my head gently as the tears ran out of my eyes faster. "Do you know what it's like to have both your parents cheating on each other, getting a divorce, and not being able to be with your little brother to comfort him? It's like... I want to jump out a window right now, that's what it's like. If I had a gun... And then being ignored by you, because of that waitress... It's just..." I placed my head back where it was and cried more. "I'm sorry," I said quietly, wishing someone would just shoot me.
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Post by Justin Liam Andrews on Jul 20, 2009 1:45:51 GMT -5
* [/color] how could you be so ,[/color] ( [/color]SO HEARTLESS )[/color][/font][/size] -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -[/b][/color][/center] Justin watched Naomi come over, grab her sketch pad, and go back over to the floor. He watched her curl up, and cry. He didn't move though. When she spoke about being suicidal, and said sorry, he got up.
He walked over to her, and sat down on the floor. He didn't touch her at first. He just let her cry, feeling like shit. He should do something to comfort her, so he rubbed her back. He brought hre close to him and hugged her, feeling like a protective older brother. He rocked her back and forth, wondering if she would throw him off.
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Post by Naomi Dreama Devan on Jul 20, 2009 2:11:15 GMT -5
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As soon as he came over to me, I knew I'd lose it on him. He hugged me, and I jerked away from him. I kept my gaze on the fire, knowing if I looked at him I'd cave and start crying harder. "You hurt me, Justin," I said quietly, "I expected a lot better coming from you. Actually, in the beginning, I would've expected Caleb to pull that kind of shit, ignoring me for the girl serving us. But now I see it's the other way around." I looked over at him for a second, then looked back at the flames.
Then I remembered something. "Do you remember when you told me no one would hurt me while I was with you? The irony of that is, you're the one that hurt me. And what happened to that beautiful, smart, talented girl you said you were falling for? Did beautiful just suddenly turn to 'nice'? Even when I wore a pair of jeans and a sweater to the lake with Caleb, he called me the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. And obviously I wasn't that interesting after all if you were ignoring me and flirting with the watiress. Well, I guess one good thing came out of this for me, I didn't have such a hard decision after all." I looked over at him, glaring. I just shook my head, and looked back at the flames.
"Why do some people lie about caring about the people who love them, Justin? Is it so that you can watch them hurt so much they want to kill themselves? Or is it something you can't help? Because you and my parents seem to both have the same problem with that,I asked, letting the tears continue to fall, "I loved my parents, I was so damn close to loving you, and all of you ended up hurting me in the end."
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